Father's

Father's Day was a strange one, I tried to reach my father, but could not. He doesn't call any of his children in California. He lived in Indiana and had his own world with his second wife and her three children. We were replaced about 40 years ago. But, we stilled called him. He was a very complex man and also very simple, can you imagine.

He died on June 17, 2008, his death certificate states the cause of death as Oropharangeal cancer. My step mother did not any of his relatives to let anyone know of his death. I just happened to look on the Internet on June 19, 2008. Deanna never wanted us around. We were not included in the obituary. We again were non existent. We never got to know our father and he never got to know us. He had four children by my mother, his first wife. He could not get over there divorce and took it out on us.

I appreciate my father for bringing me into this world, just wish I could have known him.

I wish him the best on his journey!!!